Thoughts for 2012
January 25, 2012 in EBLI
I’ve been working with a second grader over the past few months who becomes so anxiety-ridden whenever she sees a book that she either rushes through her reading without taking a breath or begins to cry. She is so terrified of reading that she will do anything and everything to “deflect,” or distract her teacher, tutor, Mom, Dad, and anyone else who asks her to pick up a book.
I try to imagine what it must be like for her to go to school in the morning. She probably sees her school day as a huge mountain she cannot scale. She has told me numerous times that she’s “a bad reader,” and that’s just how it is. She is only seven years old, and yet she has already formed a negative opinion of herself that is taking an exceptional amount of time to undo, in spite of her progress. She can now read multi-syllable words, spell words correctly, and read books she’s never seen.
She’s seven years old, in second grade. I think of those in fifth grade, seventh grade, twelfth grade, college, beyond. I have met many of them. How hardened their negative perceptions of themselves have become. And not because they’re unintelligent; that is absolutely untrue. They struggle because they simply haven’t been given the information they need.
I have a habit of checking in with myself once in awhile about the choices in my life and internally asking, “Why am I doing this?” Just to let myself know whether or not my intentions and actions are in line. Sometimes the answers come slowly, or I don’t like them, or I find I have no answers. But when I ask myself why am I working for Ounce of Prevention and EBLI, the answer comes instantaneously: I cannot fathom living a life in which reading is anything less than a joy. To me books have always been priceless and reading is something that, especially as I get older, is a treat. The fact that it causes anyone pain or negatively affects their self esteem is my call to action.
Teaching these children, teenagers, and adults to read is the easy part. With EBLI, we now have the information necessary to so quickly and effectively. For that, I’m grateful every day for Nora and her passion and the fact that I was lucky enough to be born her daughter. The difficult part is helping learners to change their minds and form positive opinions about reading and their own worth. If every child were effectively taught to read when it was supposed to happen, before the negativity sets in, I believe that the English-speaking world would be a very different place. That is why I’m doing this: because if my efforts bring quality reading instruction to even one more person, changes can be made. So bring it on, 2012, because EBLI is teaching the world to read!
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